Wanted to share my experience and would love to hear if others have had a similar one. I was always skinny growing up and very athletically active. I remember from the time I was maybe 10 being fascinated with either seeing someone gain weight or with someone that was fat. Never thought that was strange or that I was different then. During my junior year in college, my girlfriend and I both stayed on campus during summer break. Neither she nor I were overweight , both of us fit and active. For some reason we ate a lot that summer and I didn’t force feed her or anything but certainly did not discourage anything or any time she wanted to eat. I was enjoying watching her get a little “chunky” and while I didn’t notice, I was also gaining. I would guess we both gained about 20 lbs during break. I can’t remember if I outgrew clothes or anything but I do remember getting ribbed by my fraternity brothers over my weight gain. It didn’t bother me, in fact I think I kind enjoyed it.
We didn’t really gain that much during senior year from what I can remember. After graduating, we got married. My wife was no means like the food police or a healthy eating nut, but when I would encourage her to gain some weight, she was not interested. This frustrated me a little but not enough to keep asking. I was not actively gaining but was gaining maybe 2-3 pounds a year and over a couple of decades went from about 190 to 240 but with a large frame did not look obese. Somehow, I discovered Feederism and learned about bbw”s and bhm”s and feeders, feedee”s and gainers, FA”s,etc. Here was my evolution:
Started as an FA
Then wanted to be a feeder, really hoping I could convince my wife to give the fetish a try.
Could not convince her and had no other options that I was comfortable with to find a feeder.
The one person I could control was me and I started to get turned on by stuffing myself.
Then I discovered FF and was aroused by seeing girls grow, reading the stories and fantasizing that my wife might become a feedee or perhaps a mutual gainer.
Then, I started looking at guys and fantasizing about being as big as they looked in pics.
Not a sexual attraction but purely a fascination with what they looked like and wanting to look as they did.
I’m also a competitive person and very social and FF lends itself to people being able to communicate set up contests, give encouragement, etc so it has been enjoyable.
After coming close to 330 lbs and having an alarming discussion with my doctor, I left the site and tried to return to a more healthy appearance lifestyle, but the enjoyment I get from this lifestyle to me outweighed the risks of it and I gladly rejoined.
Funny thing is that my wife does not mind my weight gain, we are still sexually active and in fact during sex she will aggressively play with my moobs or lovehandles. I think she might even be a closet feeder or FA…….. either that or she is aware of the amount of my life insurance policy😂.
Sorry for being long winded, just curious if others had a similar evolution into feederism. Please share if you wish.
We didn’t really gain that much during senior year from what I can remember. After graduating, we got married. My wife was no means like the food police or a healthy eating nut, but when I would encourage her to gain some weight, she was not interested. This frustrated me a little but not enough to keep asking. I was not actively gaining but was gaining maybe 2-3 pounds a year and over a couple of decades went from about 190 to 240 but with a large frame did not look obese. Somehow, I discovered Feederism and learned about bbw”s and bhm”s and feeders, feedee”s and gainers, FA”s,etc. Here was my evolution:
Started as an FA
Then wanted to be a feeder, really hoping I could convince my wife to give the fetish a try.
Could not convince her and had no other options that I was comfortable with to find a feeder.
The one person I could control was me and I started to get turned on by stuffing myself.
Then I discovered FF and was aroused by seeing girls grow, reading the stories and fantasizing that my wife might become a feedee or perhaps a mutual gainer.
Then, I started looking at guys and fantasizing about being as big as they looked in pics.
Not a sexual attraction but purely a fascination with what they looked like and wanting to look as they did.
I’m also a competitive person and very social and FF lends itself to people being able to communicate set up contests, give encouragement, etc so it has been enjoyable.
After coming close to 330 lbs and having an alarming discussion with my doctor, I left the site and tried to return to a more healthy appearance lifestyle, but the enjoyment I get from this lifestyle to me outweighed the risks of it and I gladly rejoined.
Funny thing is that my wife does not mind my weight gain, we are still sexually active and in fact during sex she will aggressively play with my moobs or lovehandles. I think she might even be a closet feeder or FA…….. either that or she is aware of the amount of my life insurance policy😂.
Sorry for being long winded, just curious if others had a similar evolution into feederism. Please share if you wish.
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